these were good times. but i have trouble remembering them when i should. i wish there was something i could do. this is me reaching out. please someone help. or just listen to me talk. or something. im nothing anymore. and it sucks. but i guess i chose this dident i? i will never be the same=\ the worst part is the hope that theres still something there. but there are 0 signs. i dont know how to rebuild my life. im tired of being broken. i think to much. i dont know what to do. i have panic attacks. no one deserves this. i wish my feeling werent so strong. and i could be who i used to be….
life goes on. it has too.
the rock is still rolling…
