just found this.
well. to start off. i am billy. and i am full of hate and rage that i have no idea what to do with. i hate alot of people and things and i need to learn to accept things better. but if its any counsolation i am trying my verry best to change. my life consists of two best friends who deserve more credit then anyone. cody has been there for me sence 6th grade and allthough i just got to know robby this year he has become a big part of who i am. i love my parents and sister. i dont in any way hate my family. they are great. i have a dream that i hang onto verry loosly to direct movies. i love movies alot. my favorite kind are the bloody old school hack and slashes. but i like other movies to. i owe my entire life to metal. its something that i can always turn to if im happy sad mad or anything. its always there for me and without it i dont think i would even be alive. for a long time i believed that my life was fucked up and bad. and i dwelled on it. but for the last 3 long years i have been trying to change. and i hope its working. i go to milford high school. and i am trying to graduate on time but no gaurentees. i also go to oakland technical center southwest represent. for biotechnology. i love animals. i think they are amazing. my dog p.d. died november 24th 2008 and i miss him with a passion. i want a wiener dog cause i think that he would be my best friend. i have a tight grip on reality and i am a pro at things literature. people think i am stupid but i know i am smart. i hope that in the coming years my anger dwells down and i am happy. i am a diest in religon and i am sticking to it. i dont care what you think
ods are i will be mean to you. its nothing personal. its just me. i hope you read this and talk to me. because in the story of getting my life back together i want you by my side…
this is how i used to describe myself. i dont give a fuck, i fixed myself to the best of my abilities.
